My parents were nice enough to finally get me a laptop. It's an acer aspire one. I love it!!! It's great, I may need to get an external hard drive lol. Been downloading anime, and music now. Waiting on Rammstein to finish downloading. Down here in the asshole of the south I'm not sure anyone here would even know who they are lol. Been doing ok I guess. I am totally over Keith at last and I realized I don't really feel the way I thought I did about Jeff. I know I have had feelings for him but I doubt it would work with him anyways so I gave up on my feelings for him. It's for the best...now I just need to move on with my life and find someone who is worth my time. Eventually I know I will find someone but I am not worried about it now. Yea I get lonely and hate being by myself, but at least I have my kids, and my friends. Now that I really think about the thing with me and Jeff...I realize I kinda do love him but in a brotherly way...which is kinda gross and makes me feel like I'm from Arkansas cause that would mean I have been sleeping with my brother since like June lol. wow... Oh well. all that is done and over with now. now that I understand my feelings better there is no way I could sleep with him again. plus he is back with his girlfriend now and that would be wrong. It's kind of a shame though cause damn the sex was good. I'm gonna miss that.
The kids are doing great. Karly never shuts up, I swear we need a muzzle for her lol..Taryn just 3 and seems to be brattier than ever lol. Aiden is just perfect, he listens , is never a problem, he is just such a great baby!!! Hoping to hear back from the school system soon about Taryns appointment to see if she is eligible to go to early preschool cause of her speech delay.
I hope things get better soon. I just have to keep my head up and stay positive.
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