My Life, My Hell

My friend Brittany started using this site and I checked out her new blog and I liked the looks of this site better than livejournal..I will probably still use live journal though, not sure, we'll see. Today was a pretty good day until my mother got home...as usual. My mother is the devil's whore I swear. She does nothing but bitch and yell all day long. It's ridiculous. She's fucking crazy and should be locked up somewhere in a mental institution. We have never gotten along, the only time we somewhat get along is when I don't live with them. However, at this point in my life I have no choice but to live here. Trust me if I had any other choice I would not be here. I hate it here and if I didn't have kids I would seriously go live in a cardboard box somewhere. No lie.

Today I had an appointment at communicare in Hernando. It was a intake appointment. It was a very disappointing appointment. I went down there and had to wait forever. Then the girl led me in the back to do paperwork and fill out a checklist of symptoms. I checked off damn near everything!! After my paperwork was completed she asked me a bunch of questions about the symptoms I checked off on the list. Then at the end she said that NOW we had to make an appointment for me to see the doctor. The next appointment isn't until December 28th at 11:30. WTF. I made the appointment for todays over a month ago had to wait a damn month finally get in there thinking I will get to talk to the doctor and possibly start on some medicine at last. NOPE!! Instead they made this appointment over a month ago so I could make an appointment to get what I really need in another month!!! The intelligent course of action would have been to make the intake appointment and doctor appointment when I called the first fucking time. Make the intake appointment and doctor appointment for a few days/weeks after. It's seriously stupid. Yet there is nothing I can do about it so why bother worrying bout it. Right?

I have 3 beautiful children. Karly, Taryn, Aiden.

Karly is 5 years old. She talks non-stop. She is in preschool and doing pretty good except for getting in trouble for talking too much...lol...big surprise. This is her from last year when we went to Hattiesburg with Keith (ex-asshole/boyfriend) That's a flower he picked for me that Karly really liked.


This is a more recent pic of her:



Taryn is going to be 3 in December. She is a mini-me of her sperm donor. She looks just like him(poor kid) and she has his temper. She has a speech delay and is currently in speech therapy. Waiting for the county school system to send me an appointment for her to be tested to see if she can go into the early preschool program..her speech therapist Courtney thinks she will have no problem getting into the program. Which is really good.
This is a pic of Taryn:


This is a pic of Taryn asleep...she doesn't take naps anymore really..but she is just so cute and peaceful when she is asleep


Aiden just turned 1 in October. He is my baby boy, and a total mamas boy. He is running all over the house and getting into stuff all the time but he is my baby. He has dimples on his cheeks that are just soooo cute...Here are some cute pics of him making his smushy face...lol:




That's it for now. I am tired and bout to go to bed...Sure the kids will be up early. Aiden is still sick the poor baby...Hope he gets better soon. :)